Diario #2 Episode 4

Part 1.

I like culture of Balcans. I would like to visit Kosovo, Montenegro, Slovenia, Albania (not sure if it's officially part of Balcans)... The famous bridge (I think in Bosnia)... But that's not the topic.

I am almost (don't know which verb to choose) recovered. Just interested in few things, maybe today will find answer.

There is Champions league 1/4-final today. Didn't watch football in calm situation for much time. Would be happy to arrange that tonight. But actually today's matches are not so great. Semplicimente - last song I am listening before going at work... Few days I am not late. Bit strange, not?

Part 2.

I checked. It's thrown away...
There was something interesting today - reaching new heights, smelling spring river (i wrote river and then discovered that wanted to write rain instead of river), discovering church and Oseti gatve. At work there was nothing... Just getting picture by blueteeth. Kus tba will be only live-sinchrone.

Natt sent me sms. Asking how I am and so on. She is warm, but still something is wrong. She told me many times "I won't message you" but still writes sometimes.

Japanese embassy story I will remember much time. It's value is like taking interview from president. Let's see,,, I am still waiting for their answer.

What about being at Giga's place... It was as always.. Lola told I am strange these days. I wonder when she mentioned that last time :-)

My personality, as I discovered at mypersonality.info is ESFP - The "Entertainer". Same as... Homer Simpson :-)

Returning to the topic discussed early.. Yes, I was expecting thatt buttt I still feel unconfortable. Just to throw away?.. I had nothing similar yet and it looks an important moment in relations.. That's why I am bit unconfortable. The other thing was forgotten, otherwise it would have had the same fate I think. And I wonder If I will discover new colour one in the near future.........

Diario #2 Episode 3

Part 1.

Strange 4 me, waking up few times during the night. Last 2 times @ 6 and 8. Work makes me calm, april 9 will work as well. Liked today Palitra's headline:
November 7, 2007
August 8, 2008
April 9, 2009.
Arranged plan 4 evening - EYP meeting. Now going @ Turtle's lake, to make small news. 

Part 2.

Just now, while drinking Baltica 9, lost earphones, but lucky - found them in few minutes. Dont ask me where i was. Just now I am home and going to take shower. I have 4 more days for diary. Turtle lake's topic was interesting, maybe even guest will come. I forgot to mention 3 songs of Zemfira at radio today.....

The war is not over

I slowly walk into the night around
To see how dreams of people die
They gently fall from windows all around
And crash against the ground like glass
And I'm so sorry I'm so helpless in this angry world
If only I could change it for one day

The war is not over, everyone knows it
It's just a reason to make us believe
That someone's the loser, someone's the winner
To make us believe that's the way it should be
But I don't wanna believe

In the story they all tell this
fairy tale has gone too far
I take a step and dare myself to be free
To see how beautiful we are, that everyone can be a star
If only we would start believe in dreams
Believe in who we are

The war is not over, everyone knows it
It's just a reason to make us believe
That someone's the loser, someone's the winner
To make us believe that's the way it should be
But I don't wanna believe

But I don't wanna believe
No, no, no, but I don't wanna believe

Diario #2 episode 2

Part 1.

Morning as morning, nothing special. Going to drink coffee. Weather looks like not the best and not the worst. In Batumi it would be good I think, but I am sure I would have felt guilty while being there. Was thinking about Fort Boyard and read some information about it. 

Fort Boyard is a fort located between Ile-d’Aix and the Ile d’Oleron in the Pertuis d’Antioche straits, on the west coast of France. It is 61 meters long, 31 meters wide, and its walls are 20 meters high. Construction began in 1801 under Napoleon to protect coast from British navies.

French game show Fort Boyard created by Jacques Antoine and was first broadcasted in 1990.

 Show was popular in many countries, including Russia; in Georgia was only time broadcasted by Rustavi-2 in 2004.

I would like to go there... As in 1 mln other places in Georgia and other countries.. Today will stay at home if nobody disturbs me. Not going to use mobile or skype today.

Part 2.

After eating much and taking shower, also reaching 30 000 in Geochallenge, am planing to go at Turtle's lake. Will spend few hours there with best friend. Unfortunately, can't speak to him... Hope to meet somebody there... Miss calcio, why they don't show :-(

Part 3.

I am home and thinking... It was cool at lake. I didn't expect rope-way working, but it was. I met Ilo and few other guys and spent there about 1 hour. I either didn't expect seeing energy chiefs motocycling :-) There will be Wi-fi on lake soon - advertisment says. We could go there sometimes with one person with our notebooks... Maybe I will make news about reconstruction works there (by the way my own chief was walking there, but she didn't mention me). 

Part 4.

It's not the ordinary day, so i let myself to write so much. All this should be interesting both for readers and for my history :-) 

" s@ndro says: me garkveuli makvs, mainteresebs shen ras fiqrob

Zero says: araferic ar gaqvs garkveuli

Zero says: da am gaurkvevlobashi mec chamrie

" s@ndro says: (think) i wanted to be with you, that was clear

That's it. But in BEING, I meant and wanted much more. Я хотел как лучше, но никак не получилось. Of course there will be hope for some days, maybe kind of friendship... Scusa ma ti chiamo amore....

I cried

Yes, i cried. All boys cry, but they don't write it at blog. I am far from civilization now :-) won't tell where, just really far from humans. It's not the end, and i won't suicide. Ciao

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I am sure if I put here some sexual stories from my life, it will grow more :)

Lesotho

Il Regno del Lesotho è uno stato dell'Africa del Sud. È una enclave all'interno del territorio della Repubblica del Sudafrica ed è pertanto uno stato sbocco al mare.

"Lesotho" è la terra del popolo che parla sotho :-)

Lingue ufficiali – Sesotho e inglese. Capitale – Maseru (180 000 abitanti).

Nuova

e vecchia bandiera

Indipendenza - 1966. Forma di governo - monarchia parlamentare; capo di stato - Letsie III del Lesotho.

Diario #2 episode 1

Part 1.

I was sleeping 14 hours and woke up at about 9. There were lots of dreams, but last one was awful – with sexual elements (this is diary but even here can’t write everything J ). I realized that Zero Assoluto maybe was a bit curious where I was all this time. As I see, IT slept late night. And the blog post was about me – with song of Morrissey – I have forgotten Jesus. Not my style, but I liked. Same as words - Do you hate me? I don’t hate. But this shouldn’t be usual. After watching Simpsons and Rebelde way, I drank big cup of coffee and went out. I was planning to buy DVD-s, jeans, sport shoes, gift for Zero and that’s it.. Only sport shoes are missing, but that’s OK. After buying black/red cap, I sent SMS, but had no answer. Maybe because of somebody sleeping. This was the moment I decided to write second, 1-week diary. When I read recently first one, it was quite interesting for me, coz we often forget some details about our life. Mtatsmindis parki is opening today. And 9^th April is approaching..

Part 2

DVD-s are burned. Park is opened. Heart is broken. I told “Everything is clear”. Does it really means the end? Don’t know. It depends not on me.

Let’s see what happened during last days. Thursday I wanted us to be together whole evening, - I asked Zero about this. An hour sleep and then something happened. Sitting near computer and me telling “Don’t wanna sit and look at you near computer”. Then I left, nobody stopped me, just asked “Why you are going?”. Question “Why did you come?” I heard while coming back in few hours by bicycle. I told “won’t come here tomorrow, that’s why I came now”. What should I have done while Zero was playing Jocker? I read some part of book about Madonna, even Mayakovski and then left. I was feeling some pain, even ^^^ a little. But what was then? A day without SMS or call. Then I simply slept (as you already know for 14 hours). Today was message “can I come?” without answer. And Skype message with answer ntsu (I just discovered that Ntsu Mokhehle was a Lesotho politician). I deserved more - after last 1 month. At least not speaking through blogs.

Thinking about old post about Shelia. Going outside. Like oasis in the desert, I discovered fire this evening. Chat with Sandro was funny. And I have more and more free space in my notebook. Good night. Not late night, not early morning.

La fine

Spagetti bolognese

რომანო პროდი ბოლონიიდან არ იყო? და კიდე ვიღაც ფეხბურთელები თამაშობდნენ თავის დროზე, რობერტო ბაჯოც ცოტა ხანი მგონი. ნუ ბოლონიის პროცესზე ხომ აღარაფერს ვამბობ.

P.S. ფეხბურთი თბილისში ყოფილა და არ ვიცოდი :-( არა კი არ წავიდოდი ამდენი წაგების მერე, მაგრამ მაინც..