1/6th of the year ago

Was choosing the photo for half an hour. It's in Tallinn. 

Think about..but not Tallinn.

Black XS

Yes, I am in a good mood. I decided to put my blog's link in Skype. Then I decided to create new Skype and now from 125 contacts only 70 are in my list. So my blog is open now for everybody :-)

I finally bought Paco Rabanne black XS for 75 GEL (and got 512 MB Flash with it).  Don't remember when I bought perfume last time, coz I used gifts before. But I liked this smell when Marcius was in Georgia, so I found it in the shop and here it is.

I specially didn't see LNG's perfume, coz after some time maybe I will wish to buy it too :-)

I spoke with Eidvis about possible visit in Lithuania and he told there won't be problem. I am planning to have great end of July and August. Let's see how everything will be. I was thinking of my trip today right after half-waking up.

At picture: Maia in the dress for somebody's wedding. I liked it. Oh, somebody doesn't like this colour :-)

And tomorrow is Friday! So cool :-)

Listening to: Infected Mushroom - Becoming Insane. And I like it.

* Few words about yesterday. I came back on foot and got a bit adrenaline at Gotua.

** Few words about summer. Leuven session is from 17 till 26 July, and Batumi international forum - August 7-13 :-) And I have 11 days between them :-)

PACIFICO - Il faraone

Sopho is soooo lovely. I really missed her that's why called. I hope tomorrow will be good weather and we will walk and talk somewhere. She is still supporter of opposition :-)

What about LNG, I will try not to publish here anything, what can disturb you. I just won't mention you. But I can't send you, where you advised. Just I see that humanoid dead for you.

«Борис, ты не прав» — почти дословно фраза, произнесённая Егором Лигачёвым, членом политбюро ЦК КПСС в июне 1988 года на XIX партконференции. В форме «Борис, ты не прав!» фраза получила распространение после сатирического монолога Геннадия Хазанова, где прозвучала именно так.

XIX партконференция проходила с 28 июня по 1 июля 1988 года.

Борис Ельцин (в то время Первый заместитель председателя Госстроя СССР) выступил с критикой центрального аппарата партии, сказав, что тот не поспевает за перестроечными процессами в стране, предложил ввести всеобщие, прямые, тайные выборы руководящих партийных органов.

Егор Лигачёв, сидевший в президиуме, прервал выступление Ельцина, сказав в микрофон:

"Ты, Борис, не прав. Мы расходимся с тобой уже не только в тактике. Борис, ты обладаешь огромной энергией, но эта энергия не созидательная, а разрушительная! Ты свою область посадил на талоны…"

Не обратив внимания на эту фразу, Ельцин продолжил выступление.

-->  Colonna sonora di "Ricordati di me" (2003) <--

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where is the real one?! (*updated)

The one who smiles, jokes, waits for my calls, answers my messages, shares pizza with me, just walks on Wereteli, watchs my program... And doesn't ask to call before coming.

* once more updated post

Have a new friend. Reminds me somebody, but looks different. Maybe much time is needed. But I am ready.

From today my working hours begin at 10 :-). And evening schedule returns to its ordinary way.. Just ''A little respect'' by Wheatus is needed.

Again something is wrong. The worst thing is that I can't feel what. That's it at the moment. Only Simpsons can help..

Diario #2 episode 7

It will be last episode for this season and that’s why maybe a bit long :-)

Today was nice day. It was like déjà-vu. I began day in the present and finished in the past. In the middle there was sweet recent past. But let me tell the full story.

There was dull morning, with no news, walking up and down at work. Oops, there was something different – I drank orange juice in the morning instead of coffee :-) Then was program, conversation with Dabi Group’s representative to make WI-max news about new company at telecommunication market. Oh, remember how it was first time? Searching difference between Wi-Fi and WI-max? Can’t imagine what kind of internet we will have in 10 years, or in 2029 :-)

Misha said he will stay till 2013. Opposition said they will picket governmental buildings. I didn’t want to go there today. Don’t know why.

Misha didn’t resign, but I did go at Zero’s place. I didn't go there to restore something, or to say something I think about. I simply repeated well-known road. It was like nothing happened - good old times. I ordered pizza.ge-s pizza and spaghetti carbonara. Was trying not to think about such things, but sometimes there was wish to hug. It wasn't kind of hope for me as it acted. We were sincerely speaking and that was the main.

Then I went at IPN’s office. There is still mobilization, in spite of Marriott rooms’ reservation was cancelled J I asked chief if I can work tomorrow, but they needed help today as well, so I automatically began writing news. I was really happy while doing that. Yes, some can tell I am crazy.

I wanted (and still want) to be at Rustaveli avenue during protests, because at the moment it’s the most important place. I like to be in the epicenter, I don’t like to miss moments important for country and society. It was Bush in Tbilisi, November 7, almost all elections and so on. I wasn’t here during the war and will much time care about that.

I usually thing about some great people – who is alive and whom I wanna meet. But I understand that they are old and I won’t be able to meet them. I can tell the names of Gabriel Garcia Marques, Fidel Castro. I wish I could know closely Sofiko Chiaureli and Kote Makharadze before they died.

But let’s return to IPN. I wrote some informations from TV (protests and Bakradze’s live interview), helped in communicating with journalists and so on. Even found some news for Capital in newspapers. One more well-known road was while I was coming back home. Now am listening to Arsenium, feliz’s library and folder “nuovo”.

The story looks like unfinished, but it shouldn’t be. Tomorrow I am going in IPN for the whole day. It’s possible I will check Zero’s new wall. See ya.

P.S. During days I was publishing diary, my blog’s rating was high – especially when I was describing my emotions (#1) and protests in Tbilisi streets (#2). 

Diario #2 episode 6

08.45 - Internet came, can update blog.
09.12 - Dad called and asked if I am going today at Rustaveli. I replied 'sure' and got answer 'you are working at state tv, you remember about that?'

09.15 - I am just Sandro. He is still watching my program? Or we lost one spectator? Day before yesterday was the first time as I remember - more people watched us than Courier.

09.37 - I am in bus and there are only 2 ladies there except me.

09.45 - They don't stop cars near Imedi's entrance.
11.00 - President Saakashvili and opposition leaders gathered in front of parliament in memory of April 9, 1989 events.

11.30 - People began gathering in front of parliament and in 4 different places.
13.05 - My voice was put at Fady Asly's sinchrone.
13.10 - Maestro showed special forces entering 1tv. Today's Capital sucked.
14.10 - Lots of people at Rustaveli. I liked Imedi's videos. I can't go there till 6.

15.10 - At 4 opposition will read statement towards president. 150 000 people are at Rustaveli, - Interpressnews reports.

15.45 - It's raining a bit. French ambassador came in Imedi to check broadcasting.
16.40 - Some protesters moved in front of 1tv. Impossible for everybody to stay at Rustaveli and listen to statements of opposition leaders. David Magradze adressed president and called him to resign. 24-hours term was given to him to reply.

17.31 - Outside is windy and quite cold. I will leave work soon and go there.

18.12 - There are not much people left at Rustaveli. Alasania told leaders will stay at night in front of parliament. Tomorrow 3PM is deadline for Saakashvili.
19.45 - I am in Marriott now, in IPN-s room. There was briefing of Zurabishvili, Davitashvili and Abashidze. They told nothing new, just that Misha should resign.

20.30 - I am in the epicenter. It's cold, but I wanna stay for some time. There are few thousand people still, road is closed. Maisashvili is speaking. Roma and lots of other journalists I know are there.
21.32 - I am at home. Bought some food in the supermarket. To summarise this day, was expecting bit more. But more will be, and weather will be better as well :-) Don't know what should I do at work tomorrow. IPN didn't need my help today. I will work hard at week-end I think.

22.19 - Tomorrow should be last day of diary. But let's see. maybe term will be changed :-) Some time ago I was few times thinking about compatibility of protests and my relations. Now situation is changed. And soon I hope I won't mention that in blog. For somebody maybe its easy to cut hair and to forget everything, but not for me.

22.25 - That's it. I will take shower and sleep. Everybody was afraid of today, but nothing happened. I think I didn't forget any important detail of my day. If I did, you can comment :-) Misha isn't reading my blog?

Diario #2 Episode 5

Part 1.

Even less people in the mini-bus I connect now with tomorrow. Everybody is still waiting, but what for? I am sure events in Moldova, when youngsters didn't try much to enter president's palace, won't happen here. What about Moldova, i support protester's pro-vestern views, but why they want to become part of Romania? What about Georgia, I propose Saakashvili to change constitution, to announce he is the last president, and I will personally let him to stay till 2013 :-) Parliamentary elections should be announced as well. Why so much politics this morning?

Politics and April 9 is discussed everywhere by everybody. Somebody tells "nothing will happen", some is waiting for violation... In TV-s tomorrow I don't wait for some special broadcasting, that's why I wanna be there, in the epicenter. What about we can speak in "Capital", I don't know. We still thinking about possible guests.

Japanese embassy is something unique. I would have arranged Barack Obama's interview more easier than interview with ambassador. So it is one more time delayed.

Yes, there was one more event today - small detail but still cool. Journalists at press-conference, People Bank's staff and director and you say... "daiwyeT, pirdapir eTerSi xarT".

They block Ilia II-s comment? :-( I wonder what situation will be in TV these days.....

Part 2.

Our guests in tomorrow's program will be Mr. Kakha Bendukidze and Mr. Demur Giorkhelidze. I went with Khronika in Alasania office, then has been as well at Rustaveli

avenue for some students' small protest "against violation". I decided that won't help Imedi, but IPN. It will be more interesting for me. By the way IPN is preparing for tomorrow very nicely. They even rented Marriott room to have possibility for making photoes from there. There will be 2 videocameras (!) as well to put videos on theis site. I will be at Rustaveli as soon as we finish working on Thursday, I hope we won't have program on Friday, and on week-end I am there surely.

Inga invited me to drink coffee and eat some cake. She has very small, but cosy room. There I knew about Turkish Airline's Boing landing in Vaziani airdrome instead of Tbilisi Airport - "by mistake" :-)

I watched football - Barca - Bayern. Didn't support any of them, but some italian players were still there./// Barca won first half 4-0, when I decided not to watch second and sleep. I was watching match on NTV+ and decided to remember old times and to write some phrases of Mr. Utkin - great commentator. So here they are:

Все синхронно и взаимопонимабельно

Роль табло перешла от Месси к Алвесу (счет 2-0, а у Алвеса номер 20)

Сквозь чужие ноги в атаку

К тому же весь первый тайм Уткин развивал теорию, что настоящих футболистов Баварии заперли в номере, играют их двойники, а из-за дождя фарс раскроется, так как у них спадут парики

After football was trying to find some interesting political program to sleep watching it, but could't. In program "Sakani" (prison cell) there was nobody interesting, just I mentioned that Ucnobi knows everything what happens in the country. He told that government was waiting for Okruashvili from Istanbul, that's why it was landed in Vaziani. Then he reviewed topic of internet switched off by Caucasus (as we see internet is working already). Spoke about Patriarch's speech, which was shown not fully by all central TV-s.

I asked Zero if was waiting for me yesterday, the answer was yes. Then I asked if today was expecting for same - there was no answer, just strange smile :-) Yes, I won't go there until Misha is president (kind of joke :-), maybe not). Maybe later also won't go. Just idea of being iMer #2 is not the best.

And just today I was thinking.. Why I am writing Zero Assoluto? Is it really 0?

Diario #2 Episode 4

Part 1.

I like culture of Balcans. I would like to visit Kosovo, Montenegro, Slovenia, Albania (not sure if it's officially part of Balcans)... The famous bridge (I think in Bosnia)... But that's not the topic.

I am almost (don't know which verb to choose) recovered. Just interested in few things, maybe today will find answer.

There is Champions league 1/4-final today. Didn't watch football in calm situation for much time. Would be happy to arrange that tonight. But actually today's matches are not so great. Semplicimente - last song I am listening before going at work... Few days I am not late. Bit strange, not?

Part 2.

I checked. It's thrown away...
There was something interesting today - reaching new heights, smelling spring river (i wrote river and then discovered that wanted to write rain instead of river), discovering church and Oseti gatve. At work there was nothing... Just getting picture by blueteeth. Kus tba will be only live-sinchrone.

Natt sent me sms. Asking how I am and so on. She is warm, but still something is wrong. She told me many times "I won't message you" but still writes sometimes.

Japanese embassy story I will remember much time. It's value is like taking interview from president. Let's see,,, I am still waiting for their answer.

What about being at Giga's place... It was as always.. Lola told I am strange these days. I wonder when she mentioned that last time :-)

My personality, as I discovered at mypersonality.info is ESFP - The "Entertainer". Same as... Homer Simpson :-)

Returning to the topic discussed early.. Yes, I was expecting thatt buttt I still feel unconfortable. Just to throw away?.. I had nothing similar yet and it looks an important moment in relations.. That's why I am bit unconfortable. The other thing was forgotten, otherwise it would have had the same fate I think. And I wonder If I will discover new colour one in the near future.........

Diario #2 Episode 3

Part 1.

Strange 4 me, waking up few times during the night. Last 2 times @ 6 and 8. Work makes me calm, april 9 will work as well. Liked today Palitra's headline:
November 7, 2007
August 8, 2008
April 9, 2009.
Arranged plan 4 evening - EYP meeting. Now going @ Turtle's lake, to make small news. 

Part 2.

Just now, while drinking Baltica 9, lost earphones, but lucky - found them in few minutes. Dont ask me where i was. Just now I am home and going to take shower. I have 4 more days for diary. Turtle lake's topic was interesting, maybe even guest will come. I forgot to mention 3 songs of Zemfira at radio today.....

The war is not over

I slowly walk into the night around
To see how dreams of people die
They gently fall from windows all around
And crash against the ground like glass
And I'm so sorry I'm so helpless in this angry world
If only I could change it for one day

The war is not over, everyone knows it
It's just a reason to make us believe
That someone's the loser, someone's the winner
To make us believe that's the way it should be
But I don't wanna believe

In the story they all tell this
fairy tale has gone too far
I take a step and dare myself to be free
To see how beautiful we are, that everyone can be a star
If only we would start believe in dreams
Believe in who we are

The war is not over, everyone knows it
It's just a reason to make us believe
That someone's the loser, someone's the winner
To make us believe that's the way it should be
But I don't wanna believe

But I don't wanna believe
No, no, no, but I don't wanna believe

Diario #2 episode 2

Part 1.

Morning as morning, nothing special. Going to drink coffee. Weather looks like not the best and not the worst. In Batumi it would be good I think, but I am sure I would have felt guilty while being there. Was thinking about Fort Boyard and read some information about it. 

Fort Boyard is a fort located between Ile-d’Aix and the Ile d’Oleron in the Pertuis d’Antioche straits, on the west coast of France. It is 61 meters long, 31 meters wide, and its walls are 20 meters high. Construction began in 1801 under Napoleon to protect coast from British navies.

French game show Fort Boyard created by Jacques Antoine and was first broadcasted in 1990.

 Show was popular in many countries, including Russia; in Georgia was only time broadcasted by Rustavi-2 in 2004.

I would like to go there... As in 1 mln other places in Georgia and other countries.. Today will stay at home if nobody disturbs me. Not going to use mobile or skype today.

Part 2.

After eating much and taking shower, also reaching 30 000 in Geochallenge, am planing to go at Turtle's lake. Will spend few hours there with best friend. Unfortunately, can't speak to him... Hope to meet somebody there... Miss calcio, why they don't show :-(

Part 3.

I am home and thinking... It was cool at lake. I didn't expect rope-way working, but it was. I met Ilo and few other guys and spent there about 1 hour. I either didn't expect seeing energy chiefs motocycling :-) There will be Wi-fi on lake soon - advertisment says. We could go there sometimes with one person with our notebooks... Maybe I will make news about reconstruction works there (by the way my own chief was walking there, but she didn't mention me). 

Part 4.

It's not the ordinary day, so i let myself to write so much. All this should be interesting both for readers and for my history :-) 

" s@ndro says: me garkveuli makvs, mainteresebs shen ras fiqrob

Zero says: araferic ar gaqvs garkveuli

Zero says: da am gaurkvevlobashi mec chamrie

" s@ndro says: (think) i wanted to be with you, that was clear

That's it. But in BEING, I meant and wanted much more. Я хотел как лучше, но никак не получилось. Of course there will be hope for some days, maybe kind of friendship... Scusa ma ti chiamo amore....

I cried

Yes, i cried. All boys cry, but they don't write it at blog. I am far from civilization now :-) won't tell where, just really far from humans. It's not the end, and i won't suicide. Ciao

Diario #2 episode 1

Part 1.

I was sleeping 14 hours and woke up at about 9. There were lots of dreams, but last one was awful – with sexual elements (this is diary but even here can’t write everything J ). I realized that Zero Assoluto maybe was a bit curious where I was all this time. As I see, IT slept late night. And the blog post was about me – with song of Morrissey – I have forgotten Jesus. Not my style, but I liked. Same as words - Do you hate me? I don’t hate. But this shouldn’t be usual. After watching Simpsons and Rebelde way, I drank big cup of coffee and went out. I was planning to buy DVD-s, jeans, sport shoes, gift for Zero and that’s it.. Only sport shoes are missing, but that’s OK. After buying black/red cap, I sent SMS, but had no answer. Maybe because of somebody sleeping. This was the moment I decided to write second, 1-week diary. When I read recently first one, it was quite interesting for me, coz we often forget some details about our life. Mtatsmindis parki is opening today. And 9^th April is approaching..

Part 2

DVD-s are burned. Park is opened. Heart is broken. I told “Everything is clear”. Does it really means the end? Don’t know. It depends not on me.

Let’s see what happened during last days. Thursday I wanted us to be together whole evening, - I asked Zero about this. An hour sleep and then something happened. Sitting near computer and me telling “Don’t wanna sit and look at you near computer”. Then I left, nobody stopped me, just asked “Why you are going?”. Question “Why did you come?” I heard while coming back in few hours by bicycle. I told “won’t come here tomorrow, that’s why I came now”. What should I have done while Zero was playing Jocker? I read some part of book about Madonna, even Mayakovski and then left. I was feeling some pain, even ^^^ a little. But what was then? A day without SMS or call. Then I simply slept (as you already know for 14 hours). Today was message “can I come?” without answer. And Skype message with answer ntsu (I just discovered that Ntsu Mokhehle was a Lesotho politician). I deserved more - after last 1 month. At least not speaking through blogs.

Thinking about old post about Shelia. Going outside. Like oasis in the desert, I discovered fire this evening. Chat with Sandro was funny. And I have more and more free space in my notebook. Good night. Not late night, not early morning.

La fine

Spagetti bolognese

რომანო პროდი ბოლონიიდან არ იყო? და კიდე ვიღაც ფეხბურთელები თამაშობდნენ თავის დროზე, რობერტო ბაჯოც ცოტა ხანი მგონი. ნუ ბოლონიის პროცესზე ხომ აღარაფერს ვამბობ.

P.S. ფეხბურთი თბილისში ყოფილა და არ ვიცოდი :-( არა კი არ წავიდოდი ამდენი წაგების მერე, მაგრამ მაინც..

^^^^ crossroad

ადგილი, სადაც დიდი ხანია მინდოდა მოხვედრა და სადაც სრულიად შემთხვევით ავღმოჩნდი. სამწუხაროდ, არც თუ ისე ბევრი ადგილია ამის მსგავსი თბილისში. ისიც სამწუხაროა, მანდ მოხვედრა ჩემს გარდა ბევრს არ სურს. ბევრს არა, მაგრამ მარტოც არ ვიყავი.. სოფელიც მიმზიდველად გამოიყურება.. ფართი მანდეთკენ იყო არა?

Indian exhibition

მადლობაც არ მითხრა უჯიშომ :-P

P.S. სახლისთვის რაც ვიყიდე სურათზეა

James Blunt & Tiziano Ferro

Perche questo e molto difficile? Perche voglio gridare? Perche non rispondi? Si, Tiziano e amico mio adesso..

Nice view of Old Tbilisi

I am in windy Bazaleti now, but day contained visit in 'club24' and few other issues.. But actually it began with sweet 1-hour sleep.. Guess where